What's my own name??

Nothing,nothing,nothing.
Is it the only word in my life?
Right now I can hardly breathe.
I don't know what truely belongs to me.
Well,I don't know how life can be.It never changes for me overnight.
I just heard my broken heart crying in my soul.
I can understand why they cryed and what they were shouting for.
But I can't really remember what my name is.
Who I am,whether there's an little angel proving my missing soul. These things are that I just wanna know.
Where are my friends and what they were once called? I really hardly recognize.
I just see a bird crying all the same.
But I don't know how to deal with it.
The only thing that I can do is just crying with it to forget all my sadness.